PROFILE.
susanna
Saturday, July 23, 2005
ytd speech day.
was released at 10 but had chem pract.
had onli 3hrs of slp frm e nite b4 so was feelin lethargic.
sl helped me bring lunch frm e outside.heh.
settled dwn in e band room to wait for e others aft my bath.
haha.
i lyk to be clean, you see.
e sec1s were preparin their no.1.
and i was appalled.
gosh.
tis batch of sec1s...my gawd.
1 word: ugly.
not all tho..tat handful...(but our recruitment were jus a handful so it doesnt make much diff.)
dun get me wrong.im not one who you'd look for to judge frm looks.
i mean their character...their personality...
its not jus tis once.
i've been observin.
jus take mine.
he thinks he's so gawd damn 'good'.
when e others are playin 1 by 1, he whistles their part as tho he can play better.
the fact is -- he cant! so jus shut up. he's sound is jus as bad and he doesnt even handle his instrument e proper way. and e way he sits. gosh. i wonder why god gav him a backbone he doesnt use. so wat if e others take a long time to get their notes right. he aint any better. he sighs loudly and shakes his legs impaitently as tho we're wastin his bloody time. i jus feel lyk tellin him off. GRR.
well good things always come evantually right?
aft e whole performance and all, waited for those frm e ceremony to come back.
was bored so kinda entertained myslf. heh. did stupid things tat i dun wanna rmb.
went for dinner wif sl n sy.
long time sinced we actually talked abt nth concernin e band now..
tho it wasnt ver long..but it feels good not havin to care abt wat ur talkin abt..
tat continued jus now.
haha.
talkin abt e good old days.
was supposed to do hwk tho.
and boy i'm.
lyk onli finished my ss? and mind u it was jus 2 parts of e qn to complete. in 8 hrs? heh.
was discussin our 'future' wif sl aft sy left.
haha.
our future jobs.
ok fat hopes i noe..
but it's fun jus daydreamin once in a while.
note to self: its time i built up my guts. heh. was feelin kinda paranoid on my way hme frm sl's place. yea i noe it ain a long dist. but today was kinda mistly cos of e rain. and havin a forest jus beside dun do any gd.
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