PROFILE.
susanna
Sunday, June 26, 2005
here i am.
starin in front of tis invention called e computer.
really duno wat am i doin.
i once made up my mind tat im not a total waste.
i did well academically.
but rite now, im makin a u turn back for e worst.
it seems tat e interest is gone.
poof.
it took some time tho.
abit over a yr.
but do i care?
id be lyin if i said no.
i do.
its jus tat i duno wat to do nxt.
u noe when there comes a time when everything jus dun seem to make any sense.
when u jus wanna stop for a break..a breather..
but e world ard is still functionin well.
and you get left behind.
you wanna catch up.
but there's tis smth pullin you back.
wat's tat?
laziness?
disappointment?
i seriously dont noe.
its jus tis feelin.
yea.
i noe.
there's no point broodin over it.
why not jus pick up pace and soon you'll get to where you wanna be.
those are the things ppl always says.
those are the right things to say.
nobody wud actually care if you made it or not.
they jus wanna be known as e one who gav u those 'wisdom words'.
heh.
now i sound lyk im full of hatred.
grr.
ha.
i think im goin sick up there.
but actually it jus seems lyk an excuse to push everything tat is goin dwn hill for me away.
lyk i said.
e feelin its lyk ur fallin frm cloud 9.
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11:22 PM