PROFILE.
susanna
Sunday, May 29, 2005
i know i should dam this stream of pessimism and stop letting it flow. but im really tryin to brace myself and i know i will make it somehow.. even if not today. it shall be tomorrow.. if not tomorrow. let the better come the day after.. or whenever to infinity.
tis sucks. chi o lvl jus hrs away and wat am i doin? com aft tv, tv aft com. grr. why cant i jus sit dwn n concentrate? i wanna do well for tis once n for all but i jus cant get focused. haix.
i asked a fren: why dun i hav a gift in chi. then everything wud seem much easier. did god left me out when he created out batch?
e ans i got was: tho i think tat i dun hav a gift in chi, im blessed in other areas tat ive not realise.
found it really useful. well im still young. 16yrs 1mth n 23 days. out of a whole 80 odd. tats not even a quarter. at least i noe there's someone out there lookin out for me..=)
haha. jus received a msg frm xy givin some encouragement for tmls exam. 14 more hrs. heh.
i guess tis june hols is wat i hav left for pullin up my socks. dun wanna waste it anymore. already hav so much planned to do. sch. study. band. BAND CAMP!! +D and much more of band..wahaha.
so i guess tis is it. e last leg. (look on e bright side)
things i wanna do aft o lvls:
VISIT HONG KONG DISNEYLAND!!! =DD (1st time i wanna leave s'pore. who wanna join me? its openin on 12 sept!)
haha. i sound so relaxed eh. which shudnt be a case at all. i shud be muggin away! (dream on) jus check out my report book. damn disappointin. ha. e onli good thing to look at is e remarks my ms tuan. haha. intelligent n highly motivated to reach her potential it says. heh.

ha. smth to rmb. =)
speakin of tees. e cls tee is finally in process!! yay! nxt tues goin dwn to e company. they gav me a pretty gd quote. $15 for 11 colours! awesome. hope i dun get disappointed when i take a look at e sample. =))
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