Tuesday, December 28, 2004
why does it always hav to be tis way.
why cant u jus think of how i wud feel sometimes.
why cant u jus make my day.
with u i jus feel so worthless.
its lyk u dun care tho u say u do.
tears are all tat matter now.
u are nvr there.
u're there for e whole world but me.
mo matter wat i do.
gd or bad.
u dun even bother.
u lied.
even when i was away.
u forgot all abt me.
how wud tat feel.
u ever tot?
i doubt it.
u said u loved me.
i feel u're more in love with everone else.
my heart's jus so bitter.
yet i try to help a fren explain wat's love all abt.
i suck.
i noe tat.
but why do you hav to make me feel worse?!
how i wish i was killed in e stupid disaster.
all e pain wud den jus ease.
prob there isnt even any reason for me to live.
i hate myslf.
were u there to confort me?
no.
u always compare wif others.
when u noe wat i hate e most is to be judged.
even a fren i lost contact wif for ages shows more care n concern.
wat abt u?
all ur lies.
='(
♥
7:20 PM
