PROFILE.
susanna
Saturday, May 15, 2004
i : hey..
u : hi
i : haix..sorry..
u : for?
i : all my selfish acts..
u : oh..i'm sorry too
i : for?
u : everything
i : oh..
u : yea..
i : nvm bah..dun wanna argue anymore..
u : me too
i : haix...
u : y sigh?
i : why do things always turn out tis way for us..
u : i dunno...there are mani things..i wanna do with u..but no chance..many things..i wanna sae to u..but no chance..
i : wat u wanna do n say..
u : u realli wanna know....
i : yea..
u : ha..i always wanted to make it wif u.when i'm happy i wanna share my joy wif u..i wan u to be happy too..sec3..tuff yr..i wan 2 make it wif u..i don mind studyin wif u..when i hav probs i wanna share dem wif u..same thing applies to u..but....none happened..
u : tt's wad i wanted..den nw..it seems like we are competing..wad for? i know i'm nt..is dis love? gettin e better of each other? not for me at least. if i do well..i want u to do well too..nt slack n wadever..no such thing..time spent wif u? little..yes i do complain..srry..but i kant help it..
u : i'll try to change at least..all these arguements? ever tot wad started it? to me..it seems as though - sch work.dis 'competition'. pressure. no time wif each other..is tearin us apart..hw do we deal wif dem? to me..jus love your lover to the fullest..no point to carry on if there's no love..but i do love u..
u : i'll try to compromise..i promise u know u're in e1 n all loads of work..gt reputation to keep up kant afford to fail etc. etc. yes yes i know e pressure is killing but ever tot of turning to me..guess to u turning to me means more argument le ba..but hope u can try spare a tot for me n wad i'm goin thru..yes yes..i don tell..but is nt tt i don wan..but is tt i dunno hw to..
i : haix..i'm rememberin why i fell in love with u in e first place..u speak e words tat i've kept deep within heart out loud..
u : =)...
i : sorry...
u : nvm..
i : caused u all tis unhappiness when i'm feelin e same..makin things worse when we had each other..onli regrettin when its too late..tat's when i've lost u..
♥
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