PROFILE.
susanna
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
are things really meant to be for us??! i really wanna noe. i dun wanna get hurt over and over again anymore..esp wif e mid yrs now..how am i supposed to go on??! not tis way..haix..issit my priorities? wat's top? studies? or u? am i ruinin my life by pickin u?
i duno how u do it..pickin a fight everyday?
now jus to avoid thinkin of u, i surround myslf wif my books..but nth goes in. all useless. but in front of my frens, i force to myslf to laugh, be tat i'm doin fine. but in actual facts, i'm not. nvr was.
am i really self centred? am i really selfish? am i insensitive and dun care for others? am i stuck up?
i think i am. since u say so.
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