PROFILE.
susanna
Monday, April 12, 2004
haix..damn load of hwk..argh!!!
so much hwk..no time to complete ah..everyday pile and pile..gettin higher n higher..haix..why i so slack de..can sit there and stare ard and not touch my work which is jus rite in front of me..haix..or am i jus plain distracted..? by..? i duno..u..i guess..spendin practically all my time on you..so much tat i dun hav time for my hwk le..haix..is it tat hard for me to turn u dwn n say tat i'm busy? guess not..or i wun be it tis state now..i really appreciate it u wud understand..tho u say u do..i dun think so. whenever u come to me i try my best to keep u accompany..but if i look for u? where are you..?
why am i doin so badly and u're doin so fine? u can concentrate on ur stuff and prioratize ur time so well. me? e complete opposite. haha! serve me right. i really need a new study schedule asap..all e effort i've put in to get to where i am now are already half dwn e drain..cant let it get worse anymore..haix..workin myslf hard to catch up wif e rest..but i've already lost out on so much.
my life sucks. hatin it more.
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