Wednesday, March 31, 2004
haix..today duno why sudd feel so stressed out..den cried in cls..haha..den evan, irene n yanhan tried to comfort me..tnx..=)
took cls photo today..duno how they be photographer one ah..choose e scenery so ugly de -- the factory. stupid. sure come out not nice de..summore i nvr smile again..as usual..haha..aft sch attend a maths remedial..den all e qns duno how to do..den depressed again..haix..die le..duno can cope..den tot of droppin le ah..
first time callin myslf stupid ah..how..am i really tat dumb? ppl all get it except me..wat happen to me..used to lyk maths alot de..now all cant be bothered le..all tests fail de..msg so high..think end of e yr will be asked to drop to combined science de ah..den drop bio or amaths de..
haix..last day of e mth le..hate tis mth..so much happenins..haix..den tml april le..haix..duno to be happy of sad..feel lyk cryin now..heart achin real bad..haix..why..feel lyk i'm losin it..cant hold myslf together anymore..breakin dwn every now n then..everyday duno wat to expect out of it..whether i'm doin e rite thing or not..everyday jus go sch..laugh at e cold jokes..actin as though i'm havin e time of my life..is tis wat i wan? haix..i duno le..
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